2:06 AM
I don’t want to call it an identity crisis. I think that would be going slightly overboard. I know who I am, I just don’t know why I am that person and how to be him. I’ll chalk it up as simple confusion…confusion about a lot of things. I haven’t been blogging so much lately. Instead my writing has been going in a journal. It scares me sometimes to see the things that I write. My feelings become more coherent when I can get them out of my head, but this recognition of the way I look at life and my life has been leading me down a twising path, not towards the answer but away from it. Or maybe I should say the answers, I don’t know.
I write in a journal on my laptop because I’m not ready to share these things with you yet. I don’t think you’re ready to hear them either. It’s definitely confusing. I don’t know where it’s going…I don’t know where I’m going. I don’t know what I want and even though I know who I am, I wonder if that person could or should change.
If you read it this far and you’re still understanding what I’m saying, kudos to you. I don’t even know…and that’s what makes this season of my life so confusing.
Quit the fucked up movies man. It’s messing with your mind. How about the old Broner finally comes back from Christmas break?
yeah t$ i feel u. that’s why i am watching only happy movies for the next couple of days. none of this @$$ to @$$
is this the emo blog you were telling me about broner? its ok, you just have to curl up and have a really good cry. haha jk, i do the same (keeping a journal of twisted thoughts bit)
haha no this is not it.
sorry